November 25, 2005

one of those days that you wish that someone could just kill you


Well.. Sky knows.
OH wow..
I'm being sarcastic by the way.

The other day, I was in the lift with him. I planned to go down to Parkson to get something and went through the side lift. As I turned into the corner that leads to the lift, Sky and a friend of his was already walking in there. I just walked in trying to stay as cool as possible.
He was going to "G" (ground) and I didn't want to, although I was supposed to. I pressed "1" and had to leaned over in order to do so. He was watching me as I pressed the button. He stole a few glances at me but I kept a poker straight face.

Naturally, when the lift doors opened, I went out as calmly without a word but I was a little puzzled when his friend who was on the phone said something like my name as I was walking out.
I just walked out and then burst into a sprint for a while. As I slowed down, I noticed a reflection in front of me with someone strutting behind me. There was a strong possibilty that it was him after all, I just came back from the lifts and no one else was around. I wanted to get away as far as possible.
After getting my stuff, I headed back to the library and met Viv there. She told me that Sky doesn't know anything which is a huge relief.
However, tonight, just half an hour ago, Sheng Yee, Hwee and I were having dinner in Meru when Alex and Sky walked by. Then Viv and Zi Hou followed up. Zi Hou pulled a table to connect to ours.
I was already panicking but luckily we were almost done so Yee told him, "Oh, we're almost done de. We wanna go de."
Viv asked me why I was acting so cool.
Oh. Gee. Why?
It took a while for him to get back so it was alright. I was talking to Yee and Hwee about what Siew Kim did. Thank God that I was able to pull myself and talk. I don't wanna be super quiet and shy. I don't want him to get any vibes that might make him think that I like him.
The thing is that I only like the way he looks.
I have no interest in getting together with him.
I don't want him to think that I have a crush on him.
He's only someone for me to look at. It's nice to have someone you think is cute to keep you on your toes. It's just fun.
But I don't want him. You understand?
He's just an eye candy. Nothing more.
I hate it when eye candies think that you're interested in them.
No offense, but Sky... he's just... not really my type.
Ok.. so I don't really know my type anymore but he's certainly not someone I want to have a relationship with.
You can't get close to eye candies either or else, they can't be eye candies anymore.
It's like a crush, once you get close, it's no longer a crush. Either you'll fall in or out of it.
Anyway... we left soon after. Yee asked me if Sky knows because when Alex and Sky walked up near us. Alex nudged him and pointed to me.
Crap.
I guess I'm a little pissed but hey...
you can't choose these things.
I need to study hard for my chem test. I just had my chem test this morning but there's another one heading up.

Oh, I have 2 weeks to go.
Cheers.

Yong Hwee's parents are coming for a visit on Sunday.
Oh, I got molested by DB today.
Stupid DB.

We were in the bio lab when he asked me if I put on weight.
How sad! How tactless!
Naturally, I was embarrassed and he saw that. He put his hand on my shoulder then proceeded to rub me while trying to "console" me.
He said, "No larr.. I'm just kidding. You're slim lar."
His hand just went lower and lower!
I was like, "!!!!!"
                    Ohhhhh GROSSSSS!!!!

I just jerked away and whacked him hard. I didn't know what I said to him but I don't care.
The guy is sooooo freaky!
Oh God.
STupid DB.

*cries* Beat him up for me, Sharon.
Today.. sucks! Big time!

 
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November 18, 2005

i slipped X_______x

I slipped in the bathroom yesterday!
I was washing my feet when my legs gave under me and swoosh!
Now my whole body is aching  *cries*
Makes me wonder if I should write and post this... after all this is a public blog.
Everyone would just think that I'm a ditz.
ACCIDENTS HAPPEN! *cries*

Just had my minitab test today. It was okay I suppose. Most of us couldnt finish it including me.
Ah well...
My exams are coming in less than a month. Sharon's A-Levels are gonna be done by the 22nd.
Lucky you. *growls*

Have not seen Rebel Boy in ages.
I'm so addicted to Gavin DeGraw's songs :)

Cant write too much. Gotta study. muaks!

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November 12, 2005

Last Sunday's Forgotten Entry :) Opps.

Sunday 6th Nov 2005
11.50pm

Ah Hwee's birthday party in Central went well!
I'm so glad because I put in quite a lot of effort to plan and stuff.
You know how I hate planning these things.
Actually it's a long story but Yong Hwee was depressed because her parents couldn't come up. Well, she knew this already but what made it worst is that her dad called up and said he'll give her extra RM200 in her account so she can spend it.
She didn't like it because all he did was talk about money. He didn't wish her happy birthday or tell her that they would celebrate it when she gets back, like every previous year.. but not this year.
She was so upset... :(

But she's feeling a lot better now. She went to KLCC by herself in the morning to spend her day in a bookstore. She had great fun cos she saw many leng zai (so lucky!) and actually had a foreigner (an american) guy who sat down and chatted with her in starbucks.
*_____________*

Anyway, about the party that I planned.
There were about 15 people
Maarishni, Hui Khoon, Vivian, Sheng Yee, Carolyn, Joyce, Yiew Lee, Kent, Wen Xian, Soon Yew, Daniel Leong, Gerald and Mun Kit.
Oh, plus Yong Hwee and me.
We all were a little quiet but after a while, the conversations went around and it was quite alright. A band came in, it was a pair and they sang songs which we dedicated to Yong Hwee.
She was slightly embarrassed but I know she's happy.
We then went to play pool, just Viv, Wen Xian, Kent, Yong Hwee and I
I watched them play until they forced me to play.
I lost to Kent by a ball or two.
It's been such a while. Then we paired up. I got paired up with Kent. Wen Xian with Yong Hwee while Viv went off to play with her prince, Zi Hou.
It was terribly fun, I dare say!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Must not get addicted Lisha...
bad lisha...
finish your stats and catch up with your studies...
Ooo.. neopets..

Later when we walked by the mamak, Viv was sitting there with Zi Hou and his gang and SKY.
He looked so fierce. Viv asked who won. I pointed at me and smiled. Kent also wanted to hog the limelight. She laughed and as we walked past a little, Zi Hou went, "hey, Lisha. Wanna have a seat?"
I didn't hear him so I went "Ha?"
"Wanna have a seat?"
I made a "uh, not really face" and shook my head. With a wave of my hand, I turned back and walked on.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Now everyone knows!!!!!!!
Ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

We brought a puppy home on Friday night. We picked her up outside of Central.. Well, it was fun but annoyingly noisy at unappropriate moments, e.g. when we want to sleep.
But most of the time it would just sleep the day away.
It was so round and fat that we suspected worms.
It's really cute though... We named it Chingu which means "friend" in Korean.

  

Today, we let it go. There was a hole that has been growing bigger.
We tried to ditch it just now but it didn't work. We didn't have the heart to leave it. It just kept on following us. It even climbed up the stairs just to follow us back. It looked so determined to be with us that we didn't have the heart to leave it. After all, we didn't think that it would be so bad if it stayed with us for a while longer so we took it back home to shower it. However, the hole looks really bad and it started to bleed.
We don;t know what's wrong with it but we cannot afford to take it to the vet so in the end, we had to let it go. Hopefully, it'll be alright...
*Crosses fingers*
Bless you our little Chingu <3

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October 31, 2005

I'm hungry

I should blog a little before I get too busy to blog.
Anywayz,  I'm back here in this ... awful... place.

I took the taxi back with Kent, Sharon and Chiew Lee. It was rather awkward in the taxi but hey... you can't choose these things.
I was actually all by myself.. boarding the plane, sitting on the plane and getting off. It was all Kent's idea to take the taxi together.
I wanted to take the taxi with him only but oh well..
It was such a coincidence that they sat on the opposite row of me.
Oh, I met two people too. One was when I was sitting down, waiting to board the plane. She was a Malay lady who looked more like an Indonesian maid to me. Her plane had been delayed so we chatted for a while.
Another was a young girl who has never been to KLIA before so she asked for my help to guide her around. She sat behind me in the plane.
We only really talked when we got off and chatted.
It's kinda strange..
All these different people boarding on the same flight...
I don't know why. I guess I don't really feel the same when I'm taking the bus or anything. Maybe just slightly.

Lots of things has happened to each of us.
Yong Hwee's step-mom is so cruel!! and CRAZY!
She held a knife at poor ah hwee!!!
Yong Hwee was doing only as what she was told. Her mother asked her to wash and chop up some vegetables so that they could prepare dinner.
She didn't know how her step-mom wanted the vegetables so she asked her. Her step-mom told her to ask the maid and do as the maid says.
So she did! She chopped the vegs and put both the stems and leaves together.
Unfortunately, her step-mom didn't like that. She yelled at her for being stupid because the leaves would cook faster, etc, etc.
She said that ah hwee shouldn't have listened to her maid and should be smart enough to know.
It was so horrible. Yong Hwee only kept quiet and separated the vegetables. Her mom didn't like her quiet reaction. She kept yelling to get a reaction which she didn't get. She whacked Yong Hwee in the head until the wind was knocked out of her. Then she grabbed a knife and pointed it at Hwee, threatening her, telling her that she has been very "patient" with her.
PATIENT?? EXCUSE ME???
Yong Hwee was so shocked and scared that she just couldn't stand up, she was squatting down, shivering in fear.
Her mom screamed at her to stand up, repeatedly pointing the knife towards her. When Hwee tried to turn around so that she couldn't have to face her step-mom, her step-mom yanked her hair back until Hwee fell with her back on the floor. She couldn't get up because she was so afraid.
Her dad wasn't home and to make things worst, her grandpa came in then and once seeing her on the ground, he asked her to stand up and apologize to her step-mom.
   o_________0"    Ojiji... please stay out of this.

Once the ordeal was over, Yong Hwee sat in the bath for hours, thinking about what she had done for her mom to do such a thing. With her friends' advice, she realized that she had been played all along by her step-mom and she was no longer in doubt. She wanted to run away so she told her dad that she would like to stay with Leonie for the time being.
She finally told him everything.
Unfortunately, he didn't let yong hwee go. He tried to solve the solution but ... that's not the case.
It can't be solved. Not with the way Yong Hwee's mom's attitude.

Things might get worst for her.
Or things might get better.
She's been very depressed lately.
Things keep happening.

Our living room lights blew out except for one and the kitchen light is no longer working either. Her hot pan is spoilt and her pan had been scratched.
Her fan broke down and is falling apart.
She talked to the landlady but she wouldn't want to help us at all!!!
How terrible...

Aih...

On the other hand, I saw Sky yesterday.
It was the first day of college again. We had only one class... -_______-"
After the bio class, I handed Ivy her chocolates and hung out with Huey Ying and Ivy.
Huey Ying did her hair. She has waves and curls.
Viv has mega curls.
Tanu cut her in layers. They all look so gorgeous!
Small Sean cut his hair... which didn't look that good on him.

Oh!! About Sky!
Viv, Hwee and I were eating dinner in mamak when he walked by and asked Viv, "Eh, you're back already?"
Viv smiled and nodded her head. He sat next to us. Viv sat across me and he was sitting in Viv's position on the next table.
He has a new hairstyle. Viv took three pics of him. I only liked one.
Anyway, I tried to be as nonchalant as possible. We kept joking and laughing around. I couldn't finish my dinner though. I had a neck muscle spasm when they were teasing me.
Ngeh!
Yea, he's still good looking and I guess I do feel a little butterflies when I saw him again.
It's been a while.

Oh, D didn't feed my pets at all but luckily on the last few days before I came back here, I could go online.
Thanks for your help D
-____-

Oh, also I drank my first real can of Shandy yesterday! Kakakaka!
Lame I know.
Viv and Hwee had vodka while I sipped on my Shandy. I don't really like it by the way.
We were sitting on the swings and chatting away. It was fun and it was about 12.30am when we got down. We came up an hour later due to drizzling rain.
It's deepavali now!

HAPPY DEEPAVALI ya all!!!

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