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Well.. Sky knows.
OH wow..

I'm being sarcastic by the way.

The other day, I was in the lift with him. I planned to go down to Parkson to get something and went through the side lift. As I turned into the corner that leads to the lift, Sky and a friend of his was already walking in there. I just walked in trying to stay as cool as possible.
He was going to "G" (ground) and I didn't want to, although I was supposed to. I pressed "1" and had to leaned over in order to do so. He was watching me as I pressed the button. He stole a few glances at me but I kept a poker straight face.

Naturally, when the lift doors opened, I went out as calmly without a word but I was a little puzzled when his friend who was on the phone said something like my name as I was walking out.

I just walked out and then burst into a sprint for a while. As I slowed down, I noticed a reflection in front of me with someone strutting behind me. There was a strong possibilty that it was him after all, I just came back from the lifts and no one else was around. I wanted to get away as far as possible.
After getting my stuff, I headed back to the library and met Viv there. She told me that Sky doesn't know anything which is a huge relief.

However, tonight, just half an hour ago, Sheng Yee, Hwee and I were having dinner in Meru when Alex and Sky walked by. Then Viv and Zi Hou followed up. Zi Hou pulled a table to connect to ours.
I was already panicking but luckily we were almost done so Yee told him, "Oh, we're almost done de. We wanna go de."
Viv asked me why I was acting so cool.
Oh. Gee. Why?
It took a while for him to get back so it was alright. I was talking to Yee and Hwee about what Siew Kim did. Thank God that I was able to pull myself and talk. I don't wanna be super quiet and shy. I don't want him to get any vibes that might make him think that I like him.

The thing is that I only like the way he looks.
I have no interest in getting together with him.
I don't want him to think that I have a crush on him.
He's only someone for me to look at. It's nice to have someone you think is cute to keep you on your toes. It's just fun.
But I don't want him. You understand?
He's just an eye candy. Nothing more.
I hate it when eye candies think that you're interested in them.
No offense, but Sky... he's just... not really my type.
Ok.. so I don't really know my type anymore but he's certainly not someone I want to have a relationship with.
You can't get close to eye candies either or else, they can't be eye candies anymore.
It's like a crush, once you get close, it's no longer a crush. Either you'll fall in or out of it.

Anyway... we left soon after. Yee asked me if Sky knows because when Alex and Sky walked up near us. Alex nudged him and pointed to me.
Crap.
I guess I'm a little pissed but hey...
you can't choose these things.
I need to study hard for my chem test. I just had my chem test this morning but there's another one heading up.

Oh, I have 2 weeks to go.
Cheers.

Yong Hwee's parents are coming for a visit on Sunday.

Oh, I got molested by DB today.
Stupid DB.

We were in the bio lab when he asked me if I put on weight.
How sad! How tactless!
Naturally, I was embarrassed and he saw that. He put his hand on my shoulder then proceeded to rub me while trying to "console" me.
He said, "No larr.. I'm just kidding. You're slim lar."
His hand just went lower and lower!
I was like, "!!!!!"
                    Ohhhhh GROSSSSS!!!!

I just jerked away and whacked him hard. I didn't know what I said to him but I don't care.
The guy is sooooo freaky!
Oh God.
STupid DB.

*cries* Beat him up for me, Sharon.

Today.. sucks! Big time!